cHanGes 0f peRs0naLitY?

A said bout B: "she has a great sense of humor.. i wish i could be like her.."

while B said bout A "wow, how sweet she is... that's the type of girl i want to be! sweet and girlish-type"

have you ever felt this way? wishing that u could be like some other person.. while in the other hand, someone is praising u without u even noticed anything..
it's not like u wish to BE her, but.. to BE 'LIKE her'

honestly, i always do... it's not like i'm not being grateful.. or hating myself.. no la..
want to be rich, want to be beautiful, want to be smart and clever "like him/her" happens like almost everyday in my life, i guess?
but i don't feel bad or wrong by that, at all..
i think it's normal.. Sometimes, it does help me to build up my self confidence and let myself to put an effort..

even though my aim is to "be like her", this does not mean that i'm hypocrite... =) but rather, i'm trying to be a better person... I totally accept the way I am, but just hoping that my changes to be “like her” could bring something good for myself.. who knows? :D