oh, today is not my day..
it's always been better, day by day.. i start to like it, enjoying the days...
but now... first time menangis sebab kerja..
it's not about stress, it's definitely nothing to do with them..
i've been holding this feeling for quite some times.. i thought it's nothing... it's only the beginning of the carrier... bla3...
but now, i cry... benci perasaan macam ni..
sampai bila nak macam ni? i have no idea...
been compared, been judged in such a way... no improvement seen... everything is always bad about me.. nothing good~ dia ni bagus.. yang dia tu pula excellent... yang lagi sorang always confident, very good...
damn~ it's only me... never been better? don't have any chance for improvement? i don't know whether i'm looking for appreciation.. i don't even deserve it, how can i ask for it?
i have no idea... sangat tidak selesa dengan perasaan low self esteem macam ni~
Monday, August 23, 2010
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4 rEveRsE bAbbLinG =) on "l0w sElf eSteEm"
kak zira!!bersabar. bertahan. gambattee!!!
"trust urself. u know more than u think u can do " ~
uwaaaaaaaaa... thanx jun! ayat yg sgt sedap... :)
A sense of appreciation, and self-esteem are both innate traits & quotients of one individual... Build them from within and unleash 'em for people to take note of! You have what it takes to be one (*in fact: an awesome one)...so...(*you know what to do next?!)
Cheers! =)
NT
NT - huhuu... :(
thanx... nice words u have there... i'm still trying btw.. =)
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