aWaRd~

credit t0 zacko for the award... =) thanx zac!

soalan2nya...

Kenapa anda suke blogging?
sebab suka something fancy macam background colour2, boleh pilih ok! dan membebel dalam masa yang sama.. haha~

Adakah anda bahagia dengan kehidupan anda sekarang..?
Alhamdulillah.. so far so good! =)

Apakah impian anda 5 tahun akan datang?
ini soalan spot utk interview ni! jawapan skema boleh? haha..
'impian' yg sebetulnya ialah utk ada steady bf.. :p (trying to be honest here.. segan pula rasanya! hihiii)

Siapakah orang yang anda mahu sentiasa ada disisi anda..?

family and friends!
(zac, tertiru jawapan kau... macam tak ada jawapan lain je? takkan nak list out nama? eh, PERLU KE BAGI PENJELASAN KAT KAU! oh, zira dah serius!)

Sila beri award ini kepada 5 orang yang anda suka..

SKMS
Mai
Jun
Kak Chidah
Padil
(nak letak lagi nama lain boleh?)


Beri pendapat kamo tentang award ini..
stylo seyh! kalau dapat real, sumpah aku gilap kepala dia kasi licin selama2nya..

Me & ThaLaSseMia thingy~

ok, result medical check up sudah diketahui.. everything's fine except............
.
.
..

"can u come tomorrow morning? Doctor needs to review your result?"
"ok.. tomorrow should be okay for me.. but, the review is for....?"
"do you have any family members who suffered with THALASSEMIA?"
"ha...?"

ok! i know thalassemia is some kind of genetic disease, something to do with blood.. NOKTAH.itu saja dalam otak..

after the phone call, i rushed to surf the internet, read about thalassemia whatever... got the info, day goes by with nervousness.. for tomorrow's "review". duh! it's creepy!!!!

the next day...
"counseling" by the doctor..
for those suffered with thalassemia..............................

wait2!
"am i the carrier or..... i do have the disease??" (rakusnya saya bertanya!)
"if you ask for my opinion, i would say u are the carrier and yours is minor, which we called as alpha thalassemia because your blood count is normal... it is not serious.. you won't notice that you have it"
"okay...." lega!
"but!... (i hate the word 'but'!!) if u want to make sure, that you are the carrier alpha thalassemia, u can do further test... (ya, saya buat terus test itu!) and, u can also do chromosomal test, which can be done at IMR, KL or u'll go to Australia... in Malaysia, only IMR does the chromosomal test" (tak buat, mahal sungguh)

maka.... bermulalah kaunseling itu.... creepy huh~ thalassemia? who would know about that.. it's genetic, and my father had no idea how to pronounce the word pun. how on earth?! i already asked all my family members to do screening..

so guys... do the screening.. you might be ME, who had no idea at all! :( oh my future husband, please stay away from thalassemia!

it is not compulsory yet in Malaysia, but it is compulsory in any other countries before you've got married.. coz, the next generation will suffer if the gene meets...

uPdaTe

result dah selamat terkeluar...
Alhamdulillah~ lulus semua.. =) insyaAllah boleh convo!!! 4 tahun akan berbayar.. :p

tarikh convo sumpah tak tahu.. rasanya macam pernah dengar pasal 9 ogos? tapi ada kawan cakap, dalam website dia kate raptai 13hb? kejadah pulak raptai after convo? pertama kali akan diaplikasikan.. jadi, abaikan~

kerja? masih belum mula... baru lepas medical check up hari tu.. belum dapat result.. if okay, boleh la kerja... =) insyaAllah..

berat badan? oh, sudah tentu tidak makin langsing... HAHAHAHA~
tetapi, ada dalam list impian dan angan2 dah... diet untuk kuruskan badan... untuk convo.. TERBAIK tak impian saya??!! :D
rancangan diet? masih belum keputusan..
(kalau angan2 kata nak diet, tapi tiba-tiba makan 14 kali sehari, tak tahula apa hasilnya pulak kan?)

pakwe? tak ada lagi.. tapi dah selamat pow orang untuk bagi red rose untuk convo nanti.. hahaha~ kidding.. :p

lain2? tak ada dah... life goes on..

till we meet again.. insyaAllah =)

Lagenda Budak Setan

I did my previous post about local movies and dramas. i claimed that i don't have interest to watch them. apatah lagi watching them from the seat P18, cinema 9! YES! I DID... i went to the cinema to watch this! *clap3*

I read the novel of Lagenda Budak Setan. I admirer the ideas and style of writing of Ahadiat Akashah, the original writer even though i kinda hate all the endings of his writings! memang harapanlah nak dapat happy ending, except for Pilot Cafe, as i recall? correct me if i'm wrong.. he has a very creative ideas and unique style of writing.

ok, back to the movie! i like the idea of the story, to begin with. it's a years back, when i first read this novel. it's very thick! but his style is very sempoi, not a typical skema novels.. so, i don't mind. the movie is about 2 hours played. so, it's kinda rushing to finish up the very thick book story line, in 2 hours. But, still fine for me, as i HATE the slow story line movie.

surprisingly, it is not as bad as i thought it might be.. i think it's still worth it.. it's a sad movie. and it does affects the audiences.. some of them cried badly.. the characters are well played.. thumbs up to Lisa Surihani. her acting is much better compare to his movie, I'm Not Single..

overall, i don't mind to give this movie a 4 stars.. it is worth it.. that's all i can say.. :p

uPdaTe

"Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt"

Lirik di atas adalah dari lagu Cheryl Cole - Fight for This Love.. Just a tiny part of the song.. very nice to read kan? The song is fine.. I like it though..

Anyway...
I want just want to make some life-update.. :p

I'm staying home doing nothing..
.
.
.
.

Oh, tu je? ya.. tu je..
till we meet again..~ =)

h0pE u'LL 0peN ur eYes

i dislike those who really proud of what they're doing when it is totally wrong.. the example of "wrong" that i meant is: kau minum arak atau kau lesbian~ you uploaded all the pictures that you really proud of...

and then u claim dalam status facebook, sounds like this:

"i don't give a crap about what u guys said about me.. i know myself better than you are"

or, it could sounds like this:

"i don't care.. i know what i do.. kalau kau nak kecoh cakap pasal aku, macam lah kau baik sangat"

or:

"i know myself better than those who said a shit about me.. do i care?"

YES, YOU CARE! that's why u're telling us via your fb status! lepas tu mencarut2 dalam fb about those who said "a shit" about you... crap!

kau nak jadi jahat, that's your problem.. tapi bila kau kutuk orang yang cuba tolong nasihat kau, kau memang tak dapat difahami.. tak nak berubah sudah, janganlah kau kutuk kawan kau sendiri..

i'm totally not the kind of person who would give advise to my friend... because i think that they'll know the best, they matured enough to think.. they need time to change, to love Allah.. and i am not good, myself..

so, i admirer those who would be able to advise their friends.. nasihatkan kawan sendiri, jangan minum arak, jangan jadi pengkid.. or something like that... bukan senang nak jumpa kawan macam tu...
it's very sad to know bila orang yang dinasihati pergi kutuk si penasihat... mereka bukan penyibuk!.. i hate that kind of person! really do! :'( tanak kawan...

sEkaDar PenDapAt pEriBadi

post kali ini sangatlah panjang.. =)

baiklah.. bukan saya tak nak menyokong drama atau filem yang dihasilkan oleh karyawan tempatan... kebanyakan drama melayu yang saya pernah tahu adalah klise, menurut pendapat peribadi saya.. apa-apa pun, maafkan saya atas ayat yang mungkin tidak disenangi oleh mana-mana pihak..

idea tipikal drama melayu:

- semua drama nak libatkan cerita bisnes atau pun adegan dalam ofis. dengan pelakon sedang membelek fail, dan konon membaca atau perlu menandatangani apa-apa dokumen. ayah orang korporat.. ibu, mak datin.. ibu-ibu dikampung pula pakai kain batik dan anak tudung..

- gunting dalam lipatan: mesti ada...

- nak tidur pakai mekap.. rambut sangat kemas.

- baru lepas berkejaran dengan penjahat, tapi rambut macam baru lepas disisir rapi.. yang penting, nampak cantik.. adegan apa sekalipun, tak apa.. itulah tujuan lakonan..

- tiada keaslian dalam lakonan... nampak terlalu "berlakon"..

- kisah rebut harta dalam keluarga, kisah anak derhaka atau emak yang jahat akhirnya mendapat balasan terlalu kerap..atau pun kisah lelaki kacak menyukai perempuan kampung atau perempuan yang "kurang moden".. manakala perempuan moden, selalu tikam belakang.. idea tak berkembang..

- watak protagonis terutamanya perempuan TERLALU baik sampai di pijak-pijak kepalanya atau senang kata, dibuli.. watak antagonis pula TERLALU jahat tapi selalu terlepas dari hukuman..

- idea ikut musim.. kalau cerita seram, cerita seram sampai berpuluh-puluh nak keluar..

- baju mesti kena moden dan seksi... perempuan kampung atau watak baik pula mesti berbaju kurung..

saya bukan peminat cerita tempatan.. saya memang jarang tonton drama melayu.. tapi saya bukan pengkritik atau pun berlagak dan berbangga.. cuma minat masih tak datang... saya ingin menyokong industri seni malaysia.. ingin sungguh pergi ke panggung wayang semata-mata kerana ingin menonton filem melayu.. sungguh-sungguh! tapi masih belum ada yang membuatkan saya menonton dengan rela hati...

kononnya nak contohi filem barat.. tapi yang dicontohi cuma "cara pemakaian" dan "adegan kebaratan".. tak salah rasanya kalau kekalkan adat ketimuran dalam jalan cerita.. yang perlu dicontohi bukankah cara lakonan, idea cerita yang kreatif dan pelbagai, aksi dan teknologi yang canggih dan mantap? teringin rasanya nak tengok karya tempatan yang berunsurkan idea cerita seperti Charlie and The Chocolate Factory, Harry Potter, LOTR, iron man? mungkin akan tiba saat itu.. insyaAllah...

saya bukan berlagak pandai, tapi saya penat ditegur "ala, dia mana nak tengok cerita melayu" bila saya pilih cerita barat, cerita taiwan atau hong kong yang lebih dramatik, cerita jepun yang lebih berilmu dan pelbagai, cerita hindustan yang lebih emosi dan menyayat hati?

diingatkan.. ini adalah pandangan peribadi saya.. saya yakin, ramai di luar sana yang menggemari hasil karya tempatan... saya sekadar menyampaikan pendapat.. almaklumlah, duduk di rumah.. TV selalu di buka.. terdetik di hati nak tonton cerita tempatan, sayangnya.... 2 minit sudah cukup untuk menukar siaran..

sekali lagi, maafkan saya atas komen yang mungkin menyentuh mana-mana pihak dan kurang sopan.. maaf...

sPeciaL dEdiCatiOn~

4 years journey as a student of PDR 7th batch, officially end.. Allah knows how sad I am when I had to say goodbye to each one of them.. thousands liter of tears.... 4 years definitely not as short as I think it is...
"sekejapnya masa berlalu" is the common phrase we've said, but then.. when the day has come, all the memories flashing... it is surely a very long journey we had together..

i'm gonna miss Siti Aishah Saleh, Rahimah Rahman, Milani Kamis, Nur Syahirah Shariff, Khairunnaja Mohd Zakaria dan Syahida Nafisyah Abd Hadi the most... I'll never forget our memories especially all the days in our final semester.. also to all PDR 7th batch members, our trip to cameron and pangkor, genting, i city, sentul park, hot spring, sg klah sungkai,broga hills, mcd titiwangsa, look out point and all the other places we went to enjoy our remaining days together will always be in my heart...

jiwang and skema, but sincerely from my heart...

to thilip, zack, wan, arep, ro, naz, lami n mon.. thanx sebab sangat supportive bila kitorang ajak keluar pergi mana2.. melepak, makan2m karok... even though iron man is not the best movie to be enjoyed together, broga hills still memorable kan... =) (w'pon bergaduh juga b4 nak pergi tu!)

special dedication to cendana team as well, u guys had taught me how to be the strongest pemantun and give me a very enjoying days ever... i will remember each of you for sure...

padil n ted, u guys are not my coursemate, not a member of my whatever team, but still... the time we spent and hang out, was precious... u might think it's nothing, but for me, it's something.. i don't have any other friends other than my coursemates who would lepak with me at kfc and kedai makan siam ntah hape ntah namenye.. and also, going to times for twilight.. :p

please stay in touch... forget me not... coz i'll always remember each of you...

m0viEs, bAck t0 bAck

i'll start with The Losers..



after a few months i'm away from cinema, this is definitely a great "start-over".. :p

it's hilarious! with all the macho-cool-cute heroes.. OMG, i'm melting...
the idea of the story is creative... they were supposed to be dead, but they come back for some kind of revenge.. it's not that cliche as it's seem.. it's funny, the effects and action are great.. and most important is, it's enjoyable.. u still can talk about it after the movie... i'm giving 5 stars for this movie.. =)


Next, is Iron man 2..



I'm very disappointed.. i'm waiting for this movie like "OMG, it's iron man!! i wanna watch it no matter what!!" duh, very excited..

but sadly, it turns out to be a very dull, slow moving movie.. too many talking, less action.. the way they end the movie by killing the bad guy that i've already forgot the name, padahal i'm watching this movie like 2 days ago? is boring.. enough said.
Ok dude, angkat tangan sama2 and then, BOOM.. mati? SEKEJAPNYA??? again, more talking, less action..

the role of gwyneth is too minor... she become a CEO, and finally she kissed with robert.. erk? itu sahaja yang penting... as i recall la..

the best thing in this movie, is Robert.. the handsome, macho old-hero... and that's it... i'm giving 3 stars... sorry robert.. :p

it's ME~

PEOPLE!!

please know me well..
don't judge me by the way i speak coz u won't see my soft spot..
don't judge me by the way i dress coz i'm conventional when it comes to that..
don't judge me by the way i act coz i'm a bad actress...
and please, judge me by the way i eat or drive.. coz "they" said "wah, zira lembut masa makan and drive" YES!! i like the last part~ =)

so.. please.. know me well ok! before u start judging... coz i am very sensitive when you said something about me, which i am actually not like what u're claiming.. thank you for your time...

i've bEEn taGGed

ok.. saya udah di tagged by castalica azryiana.. sila lihat blog beliaw =)

jadi, inilah gamba saya dari folder ke 8, gambar ke 8..



gamba: dari kiri - nameless, kak as, zeha.
ceriteranya... (i speaky lagi u.. ouch! :D)

time ni pertandingan "Debat Gema Kemerdekaan"..
tapi we're not the debaters! kak as exco protokol, while nameless and zeha ajk protokol..
kami usher masa tu...

seronok ok, pertandingan ni.. time ni la berkenalan dengan Malek and Daus debaters from KDO, who turns out to be a pemantun... we'll meet each other again during pantun at bangi.. kenal sampai la final year ni sebab every year during pertandingan pantun, kami berjumpa.. kecik je dunia ni kan? =)

so... tu la serba sedikit ceritera gamba ini...

dRamA quEEn~

this girl, fell in love with this guy.. but it turns out to be that the guy fall in love with the other girl..

drama lines:

"i'm happy as long as you are happy... even if it's not with me"

duh! crap...

we won't feel happy.. happy for them? maybe... i don't know, don't bother about them because he's not belong to us.. they're happy, good.. they're not? whatever...

smile, while saying those drama lines is a NO NO NO. kononnya nak prove that we are strong and have some pride... ok, we do have pride..

BUT, why don't we just cry in front of him? let it out, let him know how we feel.. we are weak after all when it comes to this matter.. what is wrong about letting him know? just, don't begging for his love.. that's what i call a "pride"..

but then, we get back home, we stop crying, we tell family and friends about this.. we sleep, we eat, we do house cores, we watch movies and dramas, we getting stronger and feel better in time.. even if it takes 2,3 years.. 10 years perhaps? we move on~~

it is definitely not going to be easy, confirm! i'm not acting strong because i know that i'm not strong at all... but this is not a drama.. don't let the drama lines get on you.. :p cari lain sudah... :D

i've been frustrating about this one guy lately... i hate to think that he's finally couple with his so-called "best friend".. i hate it because i am not happy cause he's not mine.. so.. i'm trying this formula... so far so good.. i'm deleting him, step by step.. =)

let's try it.. at home.. :D

i'm tRyiNg n0t t0 caLL it a hYpocRisy~

there's a time when i'm stuck in between.. either to be "myself", or trying to do something so-not-you just to please others..

during my clinical posting, being a nice, quite girl was kinda always! i have no idea why am i like that, it just... happened.. orang tanya sepatah, setengah patah je jawab... orang ajak borak, senyum tak sudah.. :p

but, i can see that a few of my friends can be themselves, i mean really2 themselves among numbers of people they just met... i think it's great, show some respect here.. =)
but still, i'm not saying that my act is a type of hypocrisy.. if it is so, what's wrong on being a hypocrite in a time like that? kan kan kan??? :p

ok fine, i have no point in writing this post...
i'm just thinking that.... we cannot be ourselves at all time... maybe not "we" but "me" instead... because i have no idea about you guys.... =)

LittLe GirL hAs c0mE

yeay~ saya ialah makcu kepada seorang budak kicik ini...
hello dear... welcome to the family...
serius kamu comel okay!! =)

nak tahu nama dia?

SURIA ADRIANA BT SAIFUL ANWAR~

upDatE~

by this 16th, need to submit the soft cover of my so-called-thesis..
kinda struggling but still trying to enjoy the remaining time with my friends...

by 20th this month also, got theoretical exam paper...

by 3rd n 4th may, we've got presentation and VIVA.. creepy but still need to go through...

next... you'll know about it later..
no need to mention on how we're going to end this..
4 years, trust me.. it is not that short... the friendship build up is totally amazing... really gonna miss every single person who appeared in my life for this 4 years period...

korang... let's go through this, together~ until the end of this journey! enjoy the remaining... =)