en0uGh tRyinG!

i have my own principal...

"every trial, has a limitation...
once you reach the limit, and you haven't get whatever you want, let go then"

yes, i believe that way...
when i know that i have tried the very best i can, but still i cannot reach the goal, i'm giving up.. i don't think it's necessary for me to push myself harder... i know, it's a bad motivation to myself... we should aim for something and try to reach it..
but, enough is enough..
there's a lot of pathways that i can choose.. why waiting and trying for that only one? no no no...
this is how i believe... i don't mind loosing the only thing i want, when i've tried the best enough.. i love myself~

p/s: this is not about love (but still, can be used jugak.. :p more likely to my "life")

wRitiNg~

I love writing.. very much~
eventho my novels are incomplete, my short stories are not for publish, my poems are not that good..
but still, I love to write.... i want to create my own style of writing... sempoi, but the messages are still there...

now, the mood to write is somehow missing... once in awhile, the mood comes suddenly... then, brainwash the idea, which also comes suddenly... finally, the writing part, after the mood and the ideas are there...

next, oh, nothing..?
i'm not writing...
dush!!

why?? no idea! i'm not a busy woman... anak berketul2 ke, kerja sampai malam ke.. hell no!

i want my writings..................................
miss the enthusiasm... :(

taGGed~

oh, ini hobi lama sayaaaa..... mula addicted time aktif frenster dulu.. omoe frenster, apa khabar agaknya? :(

oh ya... mari menjawab soalan2... tagged by jauh-mata-dekat-di-hati senior.. chidah hikki! =)

1-Name one person who made you laugh last night?
:: aishah.. dia buat lawak sengal dalam komen2 fb... :D

2-What were u doing 1 hour ago?
:: pergi workshop, ambil kereta.. siap diservis.. yea!

3-What was da last thing you said out loud?
:: "oi! duduklah sini!" to my sis... this is just how we interact... say everything out loud.. :p

4-Where's da next place you're going to?
:: tomorrow going to JJ.. karaoke with schoolmates... :D

5-What was da last thing you paid for?
:: servis kereta.. :(

6-Where were u last night?
:: sweet home klang... (gaya ala2 sweet home alabama) lala...

7-What's da best ice-cream flavour?
:: honeydew, especially those served at Johnnys.. YUM3!

8-Do you wanna cut your hair?
:: just did..... kinda short sekarang ni.. :(

9-Do you love to "melatah"?
:: i don't "love" melatah.. sometimes, it happens... tapi, masih boleh dikawal..

10-If that so(melatah)what will you said out loud?
:: oh mak kau... standard one.. :p

11-What does da last text-msg received say?
:: 'ok2.. nnti aku msg.. aku kat luar ni...'

12-Will you get married in da future?
:: insyaAllah... soalan ini terlalu subjektif... lalala~

13-Do you chew on your straw?
:: nope.. it's not chewing.. just a bite... haha...

14-Do you make-up your own words?
:: i'm not really sure myself.. i'm a copy-cat person... terikut2 orang sahaja... my own? nope kot..

15-Is there anyone u like/love right now?
:: YOU.. wasting t00 much times for him.. sungguh kebodohan~ but... enough is enough..

16-Tag to other 5 blogger/more
:: jun
:: mai
:: padil
:: zack
:: SKMS

mAri LangGar2?

bila kerja, hari2 atas jalan raya, di dalam kereta... sudah lah kereta sebelah, depan, belakang memang banyak... bila tertekan, terjumpa pulak pemandu2 yang macam ^&^$&*@$#!*@^
sungguh layak dilanggar..
mari saya beri contoh yang cam best.. boleh? (best pada saya, tidak semestinya best pada kamu juga kan... lalala~)

• bila jalan jam, dia potong dengan selamba... bila tak jam pun dia potong dengan selamba badak... "kau dah kenapa?" (dalam hati) rasa nak langgar tak? jom langgar sama2!
• bawa 80km/j di lorong paling kanan... lagi2 time kau dah lambat, kereta tu elok2 depan kau... 2 minit tak apa lagi... kalau 20 minit pun sama jugak, tak paham2. jom langgar kereta dia!
• bila hujan lebat semacam, dia tak buka lampu da... hello bhai, saya tak nampak kereta kamu nanti.. memang minta kena langgar mungkin?
• saya terpaksa lalu roundabout... saya sedih bila kereta depan saya takut2 nak masuk... saya terpaksa tunggu dengan sabar... tapi............................ bila saya terlambat pergi kerja, saya macam nak tolong tolakkan kereta dia supaya dia jadi lebih berani!
• saya nak menghala ke barat... tapi hala ke timur jam sangat.. saya nak keluar lorong, tapi ada pemandu sedikit sengal boleh stop di petak kuning... bhai, mana boleh stop kat petak kuning.. ambil lesen basikal betul.. kalau tidak, saya dah boleh lalu... saya rasa nak pancitkan tayar kereta dia...... :(
• bila orang tak nak beri belas kasihan bila saya nak tukar lorong... saya dah bagi signal, dah angkat tangan.. (sopan kan saya... lalala~) tapi dia tak bagi... lepas tu pecut laju2 padahal dia jauh lagi sebenarnya... lagi2 kalau perempuan buat macam tu.. konon hebat lah agaknya? oh, memang mintak pelanggar..
  

entah kenapa, banyak sangat yang saya tak puas hati dengan pemandu2 jalan raya... ini baru 4 bulan ulang alik pergi kerja, jalan jam... macam manalah kalau 4 tahun? nak jadi polis trafik boleh?

p0sT em0!

aku bukan minta balasan atas apa yang aku buat...

tapi kalau kau dapat tunjuk sedikit penghargaan, aku akan gembira tak ingat..

tapi, jangan katakan penghargaan, alih2 penghinaan yang aku dapat...

orang kata, tak kisahlah apa yang kau nak buat..

asalkan, aku buat cara aku... akhirnya, Tuhan tunjuk juga..

bukan aku maksudkan aku ni baik sangat, kau pulak sebaliknya...

tidak sama sekali..

tapi, aku dah penat dengan apa yang kau dah buat..

bukan sekali dua..

tapi sampai tak terkira...

tak payah la nak terasa...

post ini bukan untuk kau..

tapi untuk sentiasa ingatkan aku...

supaya sentiasa berfikiran bijak dan waras dalam apa2 yang ada kena mengena dengan kau..

apa2 pun, aku sangat2 terhina dan terkilan sangat sekarang ni kerana kau

NOKTAH