uPdAte~

apa ni, tak ada update hidup ke? boring la lu nameless~~ sikit2 letak lagu je.. apa faedah? tak ada apa2.. lalala~

nway, currently tengah layan lagu ST12 - Jangan Pernah Berubah. (jangan risau, kali ni tak ada video.. update sikit je.. :P)
weh, suara dia seksi weh. lama dah sedar akan keseksian itu, sejak lagu Puspa lagi. tapi entah kenapa lagu ni terngiang2 lepas dengar dalam radio hari tu.. berhantu agaknya? opss... i nak love you sekarang la vokalis ST12 tak tahu nama.. kalau u tak bagi pun, i nak love u jugak! thanx! **weee, syok sendiri**

ok, kembali kepada tajuk utama. ehem2..

hari ni, 21 mac 2010, dengan berjayanya saya telah menjadi baby sitter tak terlatih.. hikhik.. jaga anak saudara berumur satu tahun yang comel gila. sebab parents dia aka abang dan kakak ipar, pergi KL ada hal kerja sikit. kebetulan pulak, hari ni cuti. apa lagi, one day baby sitter la I. bagi makan - lulus. tidurkan dalam buaian - lulus. bagi minum susu - hebat. main2 dengan dia - sudah tentu lulus. ok, esok boleh beranak dah.. :D

kan dah cakap tadi, dia comel.. korang mesti sokong kan? tengok makcik dia la.. ehem2.. hahaha!

26 mac 2011, kami InsyaAllah akan pergi menyibuk kat dinner PDR. kalau tak ada aral melintang pukang, ingat nak lepak dengan cendana hari ahad itu pulak.. rindu woooo!
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kenapa dah tak tahu nak tulis apa ni? pergh, hidup I bosan?? ya~ harap maklum... semoga berjumpa kembali okeyh kengkawan dan pakwe~ yeah... haha.. insyaAllah jumpa lagi.. =)

The Corrs - All the Love in the World

The Corrs - All the Love in the World

macam biasa la... I love to share any song that i personally think, has a meaningful lyrics... =) enjoy!

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still I believe (I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me..

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world


I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it
I have no hestitaion
My imagination just stole me away
(Still...) Still I believe
(I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...


(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me...



(Don't wanna wake...) And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world

(Don't wanna wake up alone anymore...)

Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa

first of all, I don't have a good knowledge about this chronicle.. I've heard about Merong Mahawangsa, his name sounds familiar but i don't even know that he had something to do with Kedah rupanya and he is Hindu.

after I watched this movie, I am so eager to read about him. so, i kept on searching any stories or articles about him and found them. truthfully, there are so many myths. huhuu...

ok, back to the movie. as expected, the props, sound effects and all the fighting scenes are superb! and I love Craig Fong, just for your information. thank you for reading this line. lalala~
please watch the trailer, u can find it in youtube for sure. tengok trailer dah rasa hebat. kitorang punyalah tunggu cerita ni, hanya kerana trailer yang hebat. nama pun KRU production yang buat. mestilah mantap. oh, I love them~ =)

tetapi kan kawan2 sekalian... storyline Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa ini, sedikit memengantukkan. mungkin silap saya sebab tak tau menahu pasal sejarah Merong. sikit2 tanya kawan kat sebelah. tapi still, storyline of this movie is not the best part. there are scenes that seems to be illogical and unreasonable for me. but again, I DON'T KNOW THE TRUTH OF THIS CHRONICLE. i should read first at least..

overall, all i can say is that, this movie is something that we can be proud of. this movie was made by malaysian. it had been showed throughout the overseas. the props, characters, costumes are great~ well done KRU... =)

kerJa kAmu, kaMu pUnYa~

ok, tajuk mungkin kurang related.. tak dapat cari tajuk yang sesuai.. :p (entry ini sangat skema, harap maklum.. lalala~)

baiklah~ minta maaf saya katakan, saya sungguh tak berpuas hati dengan manusia yang asyik merungut pasal kerja.. seolah2 kerja dia paling susah, paling mulia di muka bumi ini.. kerja orang lain senang macam kerja korek telinga pakai pensel..
memanglah kita kadang2 nak bercerita tentang tekanan, kesibukan kat tempat kerja.. tapi, bukan itu yang saya maksudkan... even saya sendiri hampir hari2 merungut pasal kerja..

ok, biar saya bagi contoh, untuk lebih memahami maksud saya wogeyh?
dialog macam ni..

"kau tau, tadi ada customer datang jumpa aku marah2... bla2... (sambil cerita pasal kerja dia). kerja aku bukan macam kau, duduk guna mesin je" ingat kerja dengan mesin, hati riang gembira sebab mesin tak boleh marah?

"ei, penatnya.. dari tadi kerja asyik berdiri je.. kau kerja mesti best kan.. kerja ofis, duduk atas kerusi tengok komputer je" berdiri sakit kaki.. duduk pula sakit pinggang dan punggung sekali ok?

"boleh fotostatkan kertas ni tak? i ada kerja lain yang lagi penting nak buat.. u duduk kaunter je kan?" hello? letak satu perkataan tolong kat depan, dan buang ayat terakhir itu kan lagi molek?

"kerja aku susah gila weh.. hari2 balik lambat.. kau, hari2 punctual je balik.. mesti tak ada pressure sangat.. " perlu ke perbandingan tak logika itu?

"mati aku! discussion thesis aku kena reject.. kau dah nak masuk kesimpulan kan? yer la.. kau punya simple je" selamat tinggal la lu kawan~

for me la kan.. semua kerja susah.. tak mungkin ada kerja senang.. housekeeping yang tak perlukan degree holder tu pun dah susah.. ingat senang2 ke nak basuh toilet? tak~
dan setiap level pekerjaan tu, berdasarkan kemampuan sendiri.. walaupun kita sama2 degree, kerja lain2.. sedangkan degree yang sama sekalipun tapi tempat kerja lain2, tak mungkin boleh di samakan~ banyak lagi faktor..

tak salah rasanya kalau kita boleh hormat kerja masing2 kan? merungut pasal kerja sendiri, please go ahead.. free yourself to babble.. but, never underestimate others ok? cheers~

p/s: ini bukan entry emo.. sekian~ lalala...

wHat g0eS ar0uNd, c0meS ar0uNd~

what goes around, comes around.. =)

i miss my schooldays, schoolmates... eventhough we are still contacting, hanging out, but the memory of my days in secondary school is priceless..

i've got almost everything during my school days.. good grades, good reputation, active in sports especially netball, active in extra curricular like PPI, pantun, joining the debate team but i'm not the debater, just the writer.. :P i even had a romantic boyfriend! went to matriculation after SPM, went to ukm.. smooth journey all the way~ almost perfect fairy-tale life...

but nowadays, i'm not like that anymore.. but i don't mind at all.. because i already had what i want, what i need during my schooldays.. I AM TOTALLY GRATEFUL!

now?
eventhough i'm single with no special boyfriend, i still have a lot of friends to hang out with.. schoolmates, course mates, colleagues..
eventhough i'm newly orphan, i know that i have a caring and lovely sisters, cousins, grandmother, aunties.. it's more than enough..
eventhough my family now are depending 100% on our salary for all the households, bills and bla3, we know that we all had our own stabled job... what else should i ask for? this is more than enough..

my schooldays were heaven, i assure u.. but my life now is not that bad.. i used to have almost everything before this.. i'm being grateful for whatever i'm having now.. what goes around, comes around... =)

Adele - Chasing Pavements

Lagu ni mempunyai lirik yang so meaningful~ i love songs with good lyrics especially those with lyrics yang macam faham2 je keadaan jiwa I sekarang ni tau~ lalala...

Please, enjoy the video... Here's the lyrics if you don't have any intention to watch a video for now.. read the lyrics please? :p

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
If I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
I know this is love but,

If I tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And that's exactly what I need to do,
If I'm in love with you,

Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there?
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,

And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
And my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it

Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there?
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there?
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

dRaMa quEEn~

drama hari ni, bermula jam 12.00 tengah hari hingga 3.00 petang.. 3 babak air mata.. pergh, sayalah drama queen itu! hari ini hari penuh emosi betul la..

ok, berikut ialah babak2 yang sempat dirakam..

1st - buat salah, kena tegur.. mula2 ok, tak ada apa-apa langsung kot.. dah memang sedar salah sendiri walaupun bergetar jugak la lutut kena marah dengan kakak tua gemuk tinggi yang emosi~ tapi, bila cerita sampai kat senior besar sendiri, of course la i try to defend myself.. it's a common act.. who would commit mistakes on purpose? definitely not me.. nama pun mistake kan? so, i'm trying to explain the whole story, defending myself.. dan tiba2... tears coming out.. gila fragile hati wanitaku!! cis~~~~ depan orang ramai pulak... sorry, tak berniat buat drama langsung.. huhuu... my tears always come for a reason!

2nd - mendengar luahan hati orang lain yang mungkin kurang bernasib baik dalam percintaan... dia mula menangis... tiba2? ok, menangis sama2... sensitif ke? entah.. tak faham motif menangis bersama kan? me neither! tapi memang sedih.. memang menikam jantung la cerita dia..

3rd - seorang wanita yang umurnya layak dipanggil "ibu" bagi nasihat sikit kat kawan yang kurang bernasib baik tadi... ayat2 yang beliau sampaikan, betul2 menusuk sanubari.. menikam kalbu!! pulak tu, terus teringat kat seorang lelaki ni... nasihat ni memang general sungguh.. entah kenapa terkenang sangat lelaki tu sampai kami berdua yang mendengar ni menangis balik!! I miss him a lot la weh... tapi tu la, buat apa nak rindu orang yang tak sudi kan? dah ready nak let go dah.. kena strong je la.. takes time.. mungkin sebab mengharap sangat kot? tu yang sedih semacam..

itulah dia, 3 scenes drama queen, by me.. hari ini sungguh emosi.. call me mengada2, call me gedik ke apa.. serius tak pernah menangis kat office.. bagila cerita sedih macam mana pun! i only cry when i miss my parents.. my tears only for them.. hari ni lain sikit.. :p
well, i'm praying for tomorrow, to be better... :) InsyaAllah~

Maybe by SIck Puppies

I've got a pretty good song to introduce.. (padahal orang dah dengar kat radio sendiri dah.. tak kira, nk introduce juga!)
anyway~ i don't 'love' the song basically.. but i've 'read' the lyrics, then only i'm listening to the song.. wuu, the lyrics are too meaningful to me now.. in accordance to what i feel exactly, at this particular time~ like, seriously tembak tepat kena jantung, hati, or what ever u know the translation of HEART is..

i don't want to expose my secret of heart to you in my blog.. i malu lah! i memang macam ni, pemalu since dalam tummy mommy.. ;)

click the underlined link to listen or download the song.. credit to whoever shared the song... =)
i attached the lyrics for you.. enjoy!

Maybe by Sick Puppies

Maybe I'm a dreamer
Maybe I'm misunderstood
Maybe you're not seeing
The side of me you should
Maybe I'm crazy
(Maybe I'm crazy)
Maybe I'm the only one
(Maybe I'm the only one)
Maybe I'm just out of touch
Maybe I've just had enough

Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong?
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change

Maybe it's hopeless
(Maybe it's hopeless)
Maybe I should just give up
(Maybe I should just give up)
What if I can't trust myself?
What if I just need some help?

Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong?
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change

And maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try

And maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong?
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change

saya pun ada CNY sendiri~ :)

dah lama tak bermalam kat kampung... 2 days public holiday for the CNY, we went back to our hometown... balik biasa2, memang selalu gaban.. tapi memang tak bermalam... cuma kali ni kami overnight ok, 3 hari 2 malam..

malam pertama (otak kasi lurus, jangan simpang siur denganr ayat 'malam pertama' ok?), tak ada ubat nyamuk.. nyamuk serang cam manis gila lah darah dara saya ini! memang cari penampo je nyamuk2 ni... tidur sejam je, bangun sebab badan gatal2... terjaga, garu2... tidur balik... macam tu je la kerja kami2 ni... maklumlah.. nama pun balik "kampung".. bukan style kampung baru ok? style kampung yang maxis atau celcom segan2 nak lalu... tapi itu la yang seronok sikit.. macam bagi minda rehat.. eceh~ :P lagi2 otak tengah serabut sungguh2 ni... perfect timing la CNY kali ni... padahal aku tumpang cuti je kot.. :P

lepas tu pergi melepak kat alamanda.. tengok movie, cerita cina... serius redha.... sebab asalnya nak tengok cerita lain, full pula.... pasrah~

apa-apa pun, saja je nak kongsi... memang happy sungguh2 la balik kampung kali ni.. dengan cousins yang bengong2.. makcik yang sporting.. nenek yang duduk kampung tapi serius style dan selamba badak la.. :)

tapi yang kurang seronoknya bila makcik2, nenek dah mula tanya pasal kahwin.. yerla.. cousins + sisters, umur semua dalam lingkungan 24 - 29... adeh, dahlah single.. memang typical orang tua2 agaknya.. umur macam ni dah kena ada someone special untuk di bawa kahwin, mati.. tapi itu lah.. jodoh tak jumpa lagi.. malas nak menjawabnya.. aduhai, macam mana raya tahun depan ni? kena serang lagi.. :p

Thaipusam kami~

sempena Thaipusam, kami dengan bangganya telah menggunakan masa itu emas untuk cari parking selama satu jam 30 minit... ya! pengiraan yang hampir tepat... kalah orang gila tak ada lesen nak cari parking kat tanjung rambutan ok?
bezanya di sini ialah.. kami ada lesen dan kami tak pergi tanjung rambutan pun.. tapi pergi ------------ **fill in the blanks**

hello??? sejam 3o minit??? dalam parking lot??? untuk cari parking?????? boleh jadi gila dalam kereta ok... kalau pergi tanjung rambutan ketika itu, mungkin dah boleh parking depan pintu pengurus agaknya? boleh terus mendatar diri.. lalala~

apa masalahnya ya? parking yang sikit, atau makhluk pemarkir yang terlalu ramai? tidak pasti... kalau ikutkan, parking ada 7 tingkat... ada banyak lot.. lot yang boleh nampak matahari, yang nampak lampu neon je, sampaikan parking area depan stor pun ada.. tapi still, penuh... mungkin salah kami.. datang ketika cuti umum, Thaipusam.. tapi, masa itu la orang nak keluar! kata cuti... **emosi emosi emosi**

tak tahu nak salahkan pihak management shopping mall berkenaan ke...
nak salahkan pemandu yang mungkin tak mandi pagi ke,
atau nak salahkan pemandu lain yang datang sama2 dan berebut mencari parking ke,
atau mungkin salahkan kereta yang telah pun parking, kerana berada di dalam shopping mall terlalu lama dan meninggalkan kereta mereka di parking lot.. ?

haish~ apa-apa pun, nasib kami memang sedikit kurang baik hari itu...

1.1.11 =)

the first day of the new year begins...

10 am - went to One Utama...

12.30 pm - Seoul Garden... pergh! I bangga dapat makan kat sini ok... sekali seumur hidup should be fine... :p unik.. korean style lunch.. the taste is not the best part... only the grilling and the all-u-can-eat-buffet style lunching yang seronok...

2.30 pm - watching The Tourist, casting by my long lasting favourite actor, Johnny Depp... together with Angelina Jolie.. the movie is t00 simple and kinda predicted... but still, it's fun and enjoy t0 watch... as usual, Johnny Depp makes it worth to watch..=)5 pm - we kinda hungry after the movie... even though we were having buffet for lunch.. :p after 30 mins walking, searching for some new delight to try, we stopped at New York Deli... =)

8 pm - on the way back to Klang... stop by at Guardian, somewhere in andalas... to search for a make up... we are grown ups, don't we? :p

so.. that's how we spent our day.. from seoul to Venice (jumpa Johnny Depp si kacak), comes to new york and finally... Klang, tanah tumpah darahku.. hahaha~

2o1o in mEm0riEs

2010

- big day of my graduation from UKM.. always rindu2 each one of you.. PDR, Cendanas and all the orang2 UKM generally~ no names.. u know who you are.. =)

- working in SunMed.. first working experience after graduation... I'd love to be a permanent radiographer in SunMed throughout my career if I have the chance to.. I dislike jumping around.. =)

- my father had passed away... It's still hard to believe, harder to accept, hardest to forget.. cause I will always remember him.. always gonna miss him a lot.. Al Fatihah~

- having my first car.. and hopefully will be my only owned car... =)

- my first bonus.. makes me trying so hard to handle my financial matters? :p

whatever 2o1o had gave me, let bygone be bygone...
I'm looking forward for this new year, 2011..
don't know what to expect, don't know what to hope..
Let us all pray for the success...
chill~ :)

m00d iNsTaBiLitY

for me, people can be divided into two categories..
people I like, and people I dislike..

i hate going to work, thinking about "oh, kena jumpa orang ini... sangat tidak bermotivasi"
i love working when i think about "kerja, tolong orang sakit.. dapat duit.. colleagues best2"

bila kerja especially dalam suasana kerja yang melibatkan ramai orang, mulalah ada rasa kurang senang dengan orang lain.. dan yang sedihnya bila ada mulut-mulut yang bergosip pasal colleague sendiri... saya nak kerja lama kat sini! saya cuba senangkan hati semua orang... but that's definitely impossible...

sedih, bila kita tahu yang orang tu tak suka kita. cerita buruk pasal kita. it's like u have the feeling that u're not welcomed by some people.. tapi, again.. nak buat semua orang senang dengan kita? it's impossible.. i mean, SEMUA orang? no no no... i don't ask for that kind of possibility... i'm just hoping that what i gave, i am worth to have it back.. karma? :p

some says: bila kita mengumpat seseorang, maksudnya kita jealous dengan orang itu.. dan, secara jujurnya, saya TIDAK SUKA sama sekali dengan orang itu dan ini... tapi, saya TAK ADA SELERA dan TIDAK BERNAFSU langsung untuk jealous dengan mereka... oleh itu, saya bermotivasi untuk cuba mengelakkan gosip tentang mereka... dan nak tahu something tak? susah gila untuk tak bergosip pasal mereka yang tidak digemari! tapi, saya tetap berusaha keras..

I'm having this stupid crisis inside me.. hard to describe but still, i wanna tell you.. try to understand my point eventhough semua bersepai-sepai... :)

BaBbLinG~

dengan ini, saya mengishtiharkan...
setelah 6 bulan berkhidmat, kini jawatan saya telah pun disahkan! Alhamdulillah... kekekeke...
dan untuk pertama kali dalam hidup saya selama 23 tahun, yang jelas dan terang masih muda ini, saya telah mendapat bonus hujung tahun! oh, saya gembira ni.....
p/s: tujuan hamba menaip dengan yakin dalam blog tentang bonus hamba ini, bukanlah untuk dirompak atau di pow oleh kawan2 ok? sila jangan cuba minta belanja.. harap maklum.. lalalala~

anyway.. baru lepas baca blog2 junior ukm... seronoknya rasa membebel pasal study.. new sem, thesis...

rindu PDR, rindu cendanas... rindu ukm... :(

bila dah kerja, nak update blog pasal kerja rasa macam entah pape entah... apa je nak cerita? nak update pasal hidup pula? apa je jadi? pergh, barulah sedar.. hidup ni sangatlah routine...
do I have to find something new and fresh to alter my routine?
contohnya.. colleagues ramai dah pergi sauna and gym yang free for staff.. ramai pergi after work.. motifnya? slim la of course... boleh masukkan dalam azam tahun baru ni! :D selain slim, boleh mengisi masa lapang jugaaa.... **bajet korang kisah la ni.. tu sebab bebel tak sedar diri**

lepas ni, bleh buat post pasal azam tahun baru pula... 2011.. **walaupun most of the time, azam tu cuma penghias blog je... tak pernah struggle nak achieve by the end of the year pun...**
kalau tanya azam 2010 dulu, sumpah tak ingat pun!

ok.. dah la ni... sebenarnya simpati dengan blog ni... sunyi sepi macam tak ada tuan! so.. saja nak buktikan, tuan dia still suka membebel... :p

bErkUrUn LamA~

oh tidak! "berkurun lama... ku rahsiakan... (lagu exist ok, jangan salah lirik... )
lama sungguh ketidak pengupdetan blog girlish ini.. silalah rindu saya ok? baru macam semangat kobar-kobar nak post ni...
tapi kalau tak ada orang rindu pun, kena post juga.. kalau tak, apa guna blog kalau setakat nak buat sawang ok... lalala~

anyway, hidup macam biasa... banyak benda jadi baru-baru ni.. besar2 punya bagi impak dalam hidup! tapi, tak adalah baru sangat.. dah agak basi sebenarnya memandangkan post terakhir adalah selepas deepavali.. bikin malu daa...

nak cerita semua, macam malas.. banyak sangat... nanti post panjang2.. tak ada gambar pula tu? tak thrill la... hidp mesti ceria.. **tetibe**
so, mesti ada yang sakit hati kan? setakat cakap benda jadi tapi tak nak cakap benda apa yang jadi tu, apa faedahnya? ingat bank ke, ada faedah2? no no no...

apa2 pun, terima kasih kepada yang sudi bagi ucapan kat fb tu... saya redha walaupun sukar teramat untuk terima dan melepaskan... itu semua ketentuan Ilahi... :) semua yang terjadi ada hikmahnya.. saya percaya! yea...

life goes on.... cari duit, cari pakwe.. lalala~ hidup makin ke depan, bukan main cak2 tengok belakang ok! jom2.... pergi depan, tengok tv sampai berlubang skrin..